i just have to ask the Lord WHY?

FACT: It's 10:30 pm.

FACT: I have a project due at 9:45 am tomorrow morning.

FALSE: My partner and I are finished.

FACT: My partner has not given me any of her work that she was supposed to contribute.

FACT: I'm currently waiting on her e-mail.

FACT: This means I'll be making a 7 am trip tomorrow morning to Kinko's.

FALSE: I'm not going to shoot myself.


Choosing a partner for a Creative Writing project takes time, people. It takes effort. By no means choose someone who appears to not be a procrastinator, who appears to get all of her work done on schedule. Because on closer inspection you will find that she obviously DOESN'T.

Today was more challenging than most. Physics tests always have a way of bringing me down, haha. It seems to come over me like this deadly fog. I think that God really knows how to teach me lessons, every day. I have this tendancy to get caught up in the midst of stress and thinking that I'm going to fail out of high school and then boom it hits me and I fall over and start crying.

Well, okay. I don't fall over. I just cry. It was mainly just because ihadabunchofworktodoonthisstupidprojectthatmypartnerwastakingforeveronandiforgotmyfavoritescarfatalieshouseandihavetworidiculouspacksdueontuesdaythelastdayofschoolbeforechristmasbreakandspeakingofistillhaveabunchofpresentstobuyandicantfindaboxtowrapthatgiftandjakeisleavingfortwoandahalfweeksandihavetoworkandijustwanttokillphysicscauseidontunderstandandihavesomanyscholarshipstoapplyforandeventhenwhatifidontgetacceptedtonorthwestandendupdoingnothingwithmylife?

Sigh. It's just been one of those days, I suppose. I'm just thankful that it's almost over.

FACT: I haven't read my Bible in two days, and it feels like crap.

FACT: Don't ever try it...cause it sucks. Even if it's the end of the day and you're tired, at least read a chapter. It feels so much better.

It's funny, because on some nights I can't fall asleep, and then I realize that the Holy Spirit is knocking...so I sit up and read my Bible. That's when I can fall asleep.

Side note: I'm sorry this is a very sporadic blog...but isn't that what "blogging" is all about?

Haha, there's this half-dead mosquito withering in front of me right now. Poor thing.